I found myself exploring an abstract house. It was circular or had circular parts. I remember climbing up a circular stairway. It did not seem very realistic. It almost seemed like it was out of a 3D game.

I thought about my past relationships again. As both of them were such an important part of my life and caused me to grow. I had some regrets for my insecurities and faults in the past but in general I felt at peace with everything…

I felt the bliss again. At some points it was very strong. I felt the sensations of leaving my body, the usual loss of time and space. It was wonderful. I could also feel myself being held back by the blocks in my mind. I must work to get passes them. I feel something really fascinating just outside my grasp…

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